This is off topic from my standard running fare but a personal blog is
as good as any place to share some thoughts and reflections after some recent
news.
Let me set the stage. In college, I was a hot mess in many ways (the
same could probably be said for my 20s in general, frankly). By the start of my
sophomore year, I was at my third university (UW-Madison) and without a clue as
to what to do with my life. After lacking any direction whatsoever for what
seemed like forever, two beacons emerged to help me start to navigate through
things: running and writing. And despite continued struggles, they remained
constant sources of stability, hope and enjoyment for me throughout the
duration of college.
Writing in particular led me to try some journalism classes, and before
I knew it, I was majoring in journalism. It didn’t feel like typical “school”
or leave me asking, “what’s the point?” I
devoured my classes and all the J-school offered. I even took on a part-time
job affiliated with the J-school, just to learn and soak up more.
Central to all of this, of course, were my professors. Professor
Baughman was among my favorite. His passion for the written word and the
history of journalism were undeniable—and if you weren’t captivated by his
lectures, you weren’t listening. He had a wit and sophistication about him that
made his lessons so interesting and funny, and he was also incredibly friendly
and clearly loved his students and what he did.
I took as many of his classes as I could and knew I had found my
calling. I honestly don’t know where I would be or what I would be doing if I
hadn’t found journalism, and his classes in particular. He made me want to be a
better writer and to tell stories that mattered. He made me realize history is
filled with lessons for the future.
As I neared the end of my senior year, I applied for jobs from coast to
coast—and within both the news reporting and public relations industries,
thanks to my completing both tracks within the J-school out of sheer paranoia
about being able to find a job. Keep in mind it was also months after 9/11, and
market prospects were questionable, to say the least. I desperately wanted to
be the kind of journalist my schooling had trained me to be; the kind of writer
my teachers like Professor Baughman had helped me realize I could be, and how I
could bring light to important stories by simply putting pen to paper, so to
speak.
The first job offer I received was from a PR agency, and nearly 14
years later, it’s still the organization I’m proud to call my employer. I didn’t
become that breaking news reporter, and I’m not writing in-depth features to
bring attention to an under represented issue or population like I had once
imagined. I have, however, found a rewarding career related to my degree that
enables me to tell stories — and, more importantly, I can point back to the
lessons of Professor Baughman and confidently say I still carry them with me
today.
Speaking of “today,” or the present in general — that leads to what
drove me to write this post, which admittedly has become a bit rambling. On
Friday, I happen to see via Twitter the announcement that Saturday, March 26
(the next day), would be Professor Baughman Day in Madison, in recognition of
his contributions to his students and the university. Madison Mayor Paul Soglin
issued the proclamation, noting that he had “committed his students to the
legacy that ‘the great state University of Wisconsin should ever encourage that
continual and fearless sifting and winnowing by which alone the truth can be
found,’ ” –the latter part of the statement being in reference to a quote on a
plaque outside a university building, according
to the Wisconsin State Journal.
It turned out Professor Baughman was in the hospital for a serious
illness. Not knowing anything else, I had a brief moment of panic, stopped
everything I was doing, and quickly typed up an email to him. I hadn’t seen him
since 2002 and hundreds of students later, I’m sure he wouldn’t remember me
(with maybe the only reason he would being my unusual maiden name). But I felt
the need to let him know how much impact he had on my life, and how appreciative
I was for what he had taught me. I also congratulated him on James Baughman day
and let him know I would be observing and celebrating it from St. Paul.
Sadly, Professor Baughman passed away the next day (Saturday), and I
don’t think he saw my email. The news hit me hard, and was a huge loss to the
university and so many people whose lives he touched. I also am sorry for the
legions of future students who won’t have the opportunity to learn from him. In
an era of fragmented media outlets and what oftentimes seems a disdain for the
past in order to keep things fresh and relevant, voices like Professor Baughman’s
are so needed for the next generation of journalists, reminding us that the
core fundamentals of good writing, and telling a good story — and ultimately shedding
light on the truth—will never change.
After not thinking much about college or the lessons from it for so
many years, I realized how important my teachers were in helping me get to
where I am today—especially Professor Baughman. I am forever grateful.
R.I.P., professor.